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The things that you know that always want to do it but your mind always work too much!

After all the thing that I went through, now I know the hikmah (wisdom or the good side of it) of reaaalllly relying on Allah and believe that He is Truly The Planner. Alhamdulillah. Being here in a medical college that just starts to spread out its wings, I am really grateful for being here. My friends here treat me like a family and they made me feel like Im belong here. Yes, there is loopside here and there but happy enough to say that I feel content and happy. and Damai (peace)!

Just wanna shared a program that I was asked to join. Haha.

First Slot : Amar Makhruf Nahi Mungkar for Doctors by Mister Amin (p/s : we called it mister as he is a surgeon specialist kot)

Second Slot : Kewajipan Berjemaah

Third Slot : Tasawuf Tarbiyah

I am the kind who always excited to hear all those doctors’ experiences. Yes, I really value that and a kind of booster-spirit-serum to survive in medicine. He shared when he was doing his alevel at london (wow), then he went to rcsi (second wow) and hospital gossip? haha yeah. that’s lame issue such consent form, emergency and yada yada.

The next slot was held by ustadh(s) that still in late twenties I believe. And they did a brialliant job on explaining what is all about tarbiyah and da’wah. They explained it slowly to let us really understand. One of the ustadh say tarbiyah is a life-long education processes. He said that the tarbiyah processes end when the right foot of ours step in the heaven. And now, the problem is facing the ignorance (baca kebodohan) our own ummah – mean that they know Islam but go against with it. (Mana syahadah kita?)

All of these talks made my heart wanna cry and face it through and through. Yes. It has been a long time of not getting involved in jama’ah. I know all its responsibles and such to be a good Muslim.



Sometimes, I just have to end my endless “but” and start really working on that.

Happy when got to see all my asasi friends that they now are already the top leader in their jama’ah. The feeling that you glad to see all your friends can make it through but here, zafirah is still in doubting which jama’ah that I want to choose.

(insert frowning face here)

May Allah guide me to be a good Muslim and future Muslim doctor.


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Assalamualaikum wbth :)

Duduk sembang sekali dengan umi dan adik-adik, sangatla menenangkan jiwa
and plus, laugh therapy.

"la, ni pasai apa mulut hang ni adik"
"hmmm dia ni, dok buat lompat bintang, pokkkk tangan kanan kawan dia kena"
"ha, hat tu farid la"
"ada kawan saya berak dalam kelas", adik.
"macam ni...dalam kelas semua kata ASSALAMUALAIKUM WARAHMATULLAHIWABAWAROKATUH...pastu dia berak", adik.
aku, yah, kakcik, ummi "KWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
"tu la, ada budak tu jalan2,, pok22 keluaq sesuatu dari kaki seluaq" , yah.
"you shouldn't really describe that", ummi.
"ha, hat dok gelak tu pi smayang", abah.......
*effect bunyi cengkerik*

so guys, spends your moments and cherish it. We never know when it's will come again to enjoy those moments. Family are gifts from Allah and appreciate it. Even we will talk about berak sometimes.. hahaha

Jazakillah doe!!

Assalamualaikum wbth...

Alhamdulillah. Highly praised to Allah. May all of us are always in Allah's barakah and rahmah. Officially, I already are in semester 2 of Foundation in Medical Studies. This time, having a good and meaningful relationship with A&P (anatomy and physiology) and not forgetten too, Basic Human Behaviour and Pyschology as well. 

boring gila. hek eleh...  
*betulkan spec*
Just nak habaq pasal seorang hamba Allah yang Allah bagi chance dekat aku untuk rasa kasih-sayang dia untuk Dia jugak akhirnya. Aiseh
Kepada dia yang,
mengajar aku untuk menerima semua orang tanpa sebarang buruk sangka
mendidik aku bahawa Tuhan itu Maha Pengampun dan everyone deserves it and tak dak sapa pun ada tiket untuk halang anybody from feel it,
menyemai dalam hati yang hidup ini solely untuk Dia,
yang ajaq aku untuk berterima kasih seikhlas-ikhlas kepada mereka yang berhak,
and thanks to remind me about Allah as always,
dan tak semua yang kau ajarkan,
mampu ku practise d…