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So, here I am taking a little break after the first week in medical posting. So, I barely survived surgical posting. Long story to tell. Frustration and disappointment were there. But hey, I learned a lot and still have so many things to learn and to be really good in it.  Clinical years and pre-clinical years is a really two different worlds. Just like you are in a realm of Barney and then POOF!, you are in Hunger Games. Can you get it? In the hospital, everybody is expecting you to know everything even you sometimes (maybe most of the times) never heard of it at all. That's where your gut struggling to let out your maybe-it-exist-somewhere-in-my-head knowledge. Grr For all those who are still in preclinical years, don't put away your anatomy, physiology, microbiology and all that -logy because there will be your savior in the hospital. trust me. Now I regret of all the time that I dozed off every time in class. Thanks, God, I did not have that prob in classes hospit

Alhamdulillah. All Praise to the Almighty and The Greatest. I just passed the First Professional Exam and so did all my batchmates. This exam was the most stressfull so far for me as I even got stress-related backpain that soo painful and mild hyperventilation. And that troublesome episode also attacked me during examination too. 😢 Thanks to umi abah for the endless support and dua'a for me. This two year of preclinical year was tough for me but alhamdulillah still surviving tho. Hopefully, clinical years will be good and can finish medical school safely graduating. 

Seeing aiman struggling for her post spm education was wretching my heart. Abah said to me, "Jangan sebab hang, adik2 tak boleh belajar" Yes, I know. I am the eldest of all. I am a medical student in a private university. This is already my third school anyway just to persue medicine. Aiman is a very gifted student in arts and she kept show that she want to persue architecture. She didnt get any offer from UPU. She now in Form 6 in art stream. She was in science agama stream before this. I can tell she just keep going on with whatever subject that she had to deal with. I can see it was really not her passion. If I am not the eldest, If I was not in medicine.. can aiman be able to be in architecture for now? Sorry to be such a nuisance to everyone. NP :  Han Seo Yoon - Lost Child

kalau memang dah bersemangat tidoq pon kelaut makan apa yang ada depan mata tapi kalau dah motivasi tu dah masuk kubur exam lagi dua hari pon  hapa pon tak sentuh sigh final uni courses ahad ni final medical courses may ni pro exam june ni semangat nak jadi doktor terbang dibawa angin perasaan seronok belajar medical knowledge tapi nak istiqamah tu susah macam nak  istiqamah solat diawal waktu istiqamah doing good deeds always susah tapi insyaAllah worth it insyaAllah nak belajar philosophy, theology, ideology, history semua tu tapi second degree undergraduate macam tak possible kat malaysia especially when you are already in mbbs any books for suggestion, friends?

anytime whenever I am in a disappointment and frustration, I wish I can easily give up and  not feel any regret after that. I wish  but game is over,  whenever you gave up. i wish i can gave up to get a driving license it's so hard to remember every steps, every turnings,  that zig zag road that selekoh its already cost almost one thousand the fee its hard for me. studying piles of lecture notes and textbooks is way easier but kakcik will not always be around to drive for us and kakcik will soon get in any universities this year and i will be in my clinical years soon i should be able to drive sigh np : vanilla acoustic - my time with you  

31st Jan 2016 Constant Gardener Coffee I am not a morning person and so, I was rushing to get into ferry and shuttle bus to go Zen Pencils event (kind of Q&A session). Alhamdulillah, I arrived there before they started the session. Of course, I dragged along my sister to accompany me. Iced Mocha ordered. The really good thing is that we felt such warm welcoming by the cafe owner, the cafe crews and all the Zen Pencils' fans. It is really good to have such a very positive vibes along the session. The cafe started to full with all the fans that waiting for the session. My sister and I kind of freezing there as I am quite worried if we couldn't get any seats. Suddenly, Gavin (the cartoonist of Zen Pencils) came out from the other side of the cafe (which is basically all the seats are there), and I got excited (hahaha). "Omg Omg Aiman, that's Gavin!". He actually looks way better than in pictures. Serious. He casually greeted me, "Hi, I'm Gavin&q

Alex is one of the sweetest fictional characters so far. hahaha. He supports Rosie when she suddenly got Katie and never forget, both of them were stupid. Yes. They were stupid to let all the years pass by without realizing it that it would great if they were together. Maybe, this childhood friendship made them blind and vague of their own feeling and each of them gets lost in their life. They stumbled upon in their relationship journey but it was never too late for them to admit their feeling. After all the years, they finally understand themselves and get together. Alex is a good man. Rosie was always rocks being a young mother to Katie. She might bang with some other loser which is Greg but hey, she was brave enough to take care of Katie even everyone around her was busy settling themselves in college. Fortunately, she got her family by her side to take care of Katie which we did not see in our society especially in Malaysia. We have tons of dumped baby cases. We